My heart sinks in the water of its beat
When the sun glazes
down, blazes down
When the soothing air breezes
When it’s time to lay low and reap the hard work
My heart sinks in the water of its beat
I travel to my inner self
I see the hollow, dark yet beating heart
I see the color I have been sprayed with
I see no reasons for it to be the way it is
I see many reasons why it is the way it is
I see no reasons for it to be the way it is
I fear from who I am
The stab bearer of myself
I help hands wet in holy blood of mine
I cheer for the voice bashing on deeds of mine
I choose the path which always ends in disparity
Taking away peace of mine
My heart sinks in the water of its beat
Yet I let it beat
I let it bleed
I let it breed
What I am not, what I should not
Get in return
I see no reason for it to be the way it is
I see my heart sink in the water of beat of what it is