Sunday, 24 April 2016

Fear

And this time.. I left her
With no sign to see again
But a hope
Build by instinct and emotions
And not by reasons
I stand this side
Watching her with wide open eyes
But she unable to see me
Trying to find
Obstructed by the window with dark side
Tears about to roll
On her wrinkled yet beautiful face
But no, she controlled
Not because she is strong enough
But because she wants me to be strong
She wants to support my hope
With her smile
Her eyes
Her awesome hands
Which has made me learn
Many things in my life
I don't remember any breath I have taken
Without her presence till yet
And so I want
My rest of the life to go
She always somewhere physically present
Don't know whose door to knock
Don't know whom to approach
For removing the fear
First time ever aroused
But still I have to leave
Go onn and live
As the journey progresses
Don't know how
But my feelings suppresses
All that was happening
A minute ago
And my fear gave me a strength
To bestow
All her dreams in her knees
She has dreamt all for me
And so I promise to return
And also can see a light which assures
That she wont go but still would be there
To receive me whenever I come near
Of this city
Of this town
Of such priceless crown
She holds in her hands
To set upon me
With the same hands
From which she just now waved me.

Monday, 11 April 2016

Betrayal

I have been made to hurt
For day long and night
I can only get cuts
From the protectors of my peace
And creditors of my award
What I get
Are only scars
So beautifully carved
Which can only be seen by me
If anyone else witnesses
The punishes portray it as their art
And then everyone applause
Prays for them with roses
And I on the sidewalk
Have to bear the thorns of those roses
Red and dark
Too unusual to be used in wars
And my blood accompanying the red rose
Gives it darkness
So that it can be my closest
Don't blame me for my draught
I did what I thought was right build a plot
Didn't know what I did which set this slot
Where I am slaughtered
With the same things once I had brought
To make things soothing
Pretty and classy
To make them feel comfortable
Peaceful and happy
But still I stand here
Miserable and weepy
With darkness of world being surrounded over me
With chains all around bounded over me
And I shameless meek creature
Still think they would help who mounted over me.