One Day

Thousands of laurels with hundreds of appraisals

Yes, you earned a million of applause

But at last, it was one day that mattered

One day that had all the cause

One day you couldn’t live up to expectations

And one day that shattered all your walls

With days in and nights out

All you had is to reach the goal

With sweats on ground making rivers

You made your dynasty by joining each step you crawled

You fought with the winds

You never committed any sin

You gave all you had

To have that win

You made the thunders roar

You taught the storms to blow

You made the sea realize its depth

You healed the mountains

And never slept

All you did was moving on

Making every heart your own

Thousands of laurels with hundreds of appraisals

Yes, you earned a million of applause

But at last, it was one day that mattered

One day that had all the cause

One day you couldn’t live up to expectations

And one day that shattered all your walls

You never learnt to leave them

You never ever deceived them

You never threw the thorns they awarded

You never declined the flowers they demanded

You never let your wrath abuse them

You never made the situations accuse them

You never let their sun to set

You never allowed any attacks on them to hit

All you did was protecting them

As you considered them your own

Thousands of laurels with hundreds of appraisals

Yes, you earned a million of applause

But at last, it was one day that mattered

One day that had all the cause

One day you couldn’t live up to expectations

And one day that shattered all your walls.

A Lot to Say

The mistakes I have done
The journey I once begun
The stories I wrote but never went through
The anxieties I carried along with my emotions' crew
The unplanned planted trees which grew
The dreams which without wings flew
I have a lot to tell, a lot to say
Just need a juncture and someone to stay
My first tear, my first beer
My first exam which I never cleared
My first walk, beneath the moon along the winds
My first run, through the difficulties to the victory spin
My first, in many things in many way
I have a lot to tell, a lot to say
Just need a juncture and someone to stay
The dust I have seen upon my works
Laid over like a useless bulky stock
The darkness caused by the light I invented
Even after the hard works
By whose heat, the iron could have melted
With all my architectures turning into a wet clay
I have a lot to tell, a lot to say
Just need a juncture and someone to stay
Like the sun which burns on its own fire
Like the stars which never change its glittering attire
Like the warriors who pledge not to loose
I stood again with even stronger roots
I re-established my name
I once again gathered all the fame
I turned ashes into fire
I made woods from the burned pyres
Impossible things possible made
Even then I am lonely and strayed
Still my life is like an empty tray
A lot to tell, a lot to say
Just need a juncture and someone to stay

LIFE

I was stabbed by my own sword
The sword on which I relied my whole life
Teared me apart from behind
Thousand times
And I stood still just to see on whose hands
Are those swords, so dear to me
The swords whose shine come from the sweat of me
Oh lord! What a moment
Was that
I saw that the sword was in my hand
So firm and stiff
So happy and bliss
Then I released my last breath towards the hell
And lied on the ground
With blood making a blanket
Mixed with dust and the soil
The same soil on which I took birth
The same soil which made me so strong
But look what I did by the strength I got
I stabbed myself and teared each part apart
And then with the pieces remaining somewhere here and there
With eyes and heart tugged on a known sphere
I left this world so cruel so mean
To find a life after I stopped to breathe.

I

For those who doubt
For those who believe
For those who remind me
Why I live
For those who conspire
For those who inspire
For those who lightens
My heart's and soul's fire
For those waiting to cheat
For those ready to deceive
All of them
Will keep feeling the heat
Heat which makes me sweat
Heat which makes my blood red
For I gonna come back again with a storm
And prove myself above all the mighty norms
Gonna strive the excellence to reach to me
I'll set those heights impossible to achieve
I will make those eyes proud again
I will make those eyes down again
I will not let the memories so easily be forgotten
The glory and tale of success so easily to be rotten
Let the time come, it will speak
I am silent, believe me
There must be some reason to be
My ways, my plans
My goals and their paths
I haven’t forgotten
I haven’t left
I am still on my way
Running to ruin the hell
For you are seeing the setting sun
You are seeing the sun faded one
But it still has the same fire
The same heat
Burning with the same desire
Thus, I say again
Wait for the day
And then, you will only be left
To watch me in dismay.

Prank

Who says nature and signature never changes
Someone ask my beloved
How wrong those lines are
For the things I took pride on
Now have to give bribe on
To myself to not believe that
The reason of existence of few things now doesn't exist
And so I am shy now
Too embarrassed to match my eyes now
With those whom I challenged
With those whom I threatened
With those whom I dominated
And with those whom I substituted
For now nothing remains
Except the remains of an old plot
Red with blood
Wet with tears
And a beautiful painting by blood's clot
Yes I lived
To see me die
Yes I lived
To see me cry
Yes I lived
To break myself
And those making me live
Took away my breath and survived
Still I am happy
For no reason of being so
Still I am happy
As I am what i was so
But few times a day, i cry with my eyes
On a wall which i had beautifully carved
For my achievements to be hanged
But now that wall with its lowest dignity
Holds my foolishness
For the coming time to be pranked.

Stopped

And then i stopped
Thinking about her
With my eyes wet
And heavy heart
And a little blur sight
Blur because
I used the clearest glass
The clearest glass
With filthiest vision
The vision which was not required for the mission
And then.... i stopped thinking about her
Because all the faults were mine
It was my paint which lost the shine
I stood empty handed
I stood guilty headed
I had nothing to gain
I had plenty of pain
The rain was showering
The moon had its lighting
Too rare to see
And then...
I stopped thinking about her
With a hope she would return
With a hope she would see
The change in me and my situations
The change which required years of preparation
But i had learnt all this in few mins
And then i stopped thinking about her.

Fear

And this time.. I left her

With no sign to see again

But a hope

Build by instinct and emotions

And not by reasons

I stand this side

Watching her with wide open eyes

But she unable to see me

Trying to find

Obstructed by the window with dark side

Tears about to roll

On her wrinkled yet beautiful face

But no, she controlled

Not because she is strong enough

But because she wants me to be strong

She wants to support my hope

With her smile

Her eyes

Her awesome hands

Which has made me learn

Many things in my life

I don't remember any breath I have taken

Without her presence till yet

And so I want

My rest of the life to go

She always somewhere physically present

Don't know whose door to knock

Don't know whom to approach

For removing the fear

First time ever aroused

But still I have to leave

Go onn and live

As the journey progresses

Don't know how

But my feelings suppresses

All that was happening

A minute ago

And my fear gave me a strength

To bestow

All her dreams in her knees

She has dreamt all for me

And so I promise to return

And also can see a light which assures

That she wont go but still would be there

To receive me whenever I come near

Of this city

Of this town

Of such priceless crown

She holds in her hands

To set upon me

With the same hands

From which she just now waved me.

Betrayal

I have been made to hurt
For day long and night
I can only get cuts
From the protectors of my peace
And creditors of my award
What I get
Are only scars
So beautifully carved
Which can only be seen by me
If anyone else witnesses
The punishes portray it as their art
And then everyone applause
Prays for them with roses
And I on the sidewalk
Have to bear the thorns of those roses
Red and dark
Too unusual to be used in wars
And my blood accompanying the red rose
Gives it darkness
So that it can be my closest
Don't blame me for my draught
I did what I thought was right build a plot
Didn't know what I did which set this slot
Where I am slaughtered
With the same things once I had brought
To make things soothing
Pretty and classy
To make them feel comfortable
Peaceful and happy
But still I stand here
Miserable and weepy
With darkness of world being surrounded over me
With chains all around bounded over me
And I shameless meek creature
Still think they would help who mounted over me.

The last spoon

I have the whole world to feed me when hungry
But no one till now has that last spoon
That last spoon which suffice the hunger
Filled with love and affection and not just grains
That last spoon which everyday I see in my plate
But can't pick and eat
As my hands have sprain
Sprain of hatred
Sprain of loneliness 
Sprain of darkness
Embedded with my emptiness
Each day I wake and see my hands
And dream of that beautiful night
Which is still to come
Still due to be seen
The night in which I can breathe
For my each breath at present
Has so much of weight
That even my heart feel betrayed
By the air who gives life
By the sun which shines bright
By the masters of my soul
And by the heavenly hole
From which I peep and see a world
Where one day I will live and be bold
And see my plate empty and cold
As then I will have someone to care
Someone to love
And someone to spare
Me from the emptiness and sorrow
From the darkness which makes me hollow
And then I can have what I want...
That last spoon, in my hands.

Regretful Event

My tears are an evidence
Of my ill deeds
Oh please don't wipe them
Let them be framed and hung on wall
Let everyone see how sinful I am
Let my tears be flown forever
Till I see myself there
Where my sins are ready to washed
And my head, without any thought be slashed
Then only can I, have a relief in me
Or may be then too my deeds wont let me be free
For the work I have done
Is the worst it could be
So bad that even I don't have dare to see
I don't have courage to face my face
And tell others why shouldn't they hail
Name of theirs who slaughters me away
And let my body be neither in air nor in clay
Let my story be told to everyone
How dreadful I am to harm the very sun
Reason for my life,light and sight
The sun who made my everyday bright
The one who held me through the forest of darkness
The one who protected me with the swords sharpest
And I here shamelessly
Stand on my legs and say
Have hurt such person here
Who is the dearest dear
I don't know how and why
Only thing I know... Is to cry
Cry and cry with tears forming sea
In which I can drown
And set myself free
From the body and soul which holds
The title of making the win
A regretful event.

I can...always see you

Thinking of you
When the sky is blue
And the night holds its warmness
And leaves a clue
Of you being near
Somewhere between my peers
And smiling with your beautiful eyes
And cheering on my every sight
Such is my life awesome and pretty
With you in my arms
And memories full of beauty
But still I feel pity
Seeing myself born with such a destiny
No matter how long I be in my life's Que
I can.... never see you
Stagnant with fluctuations
Jitters with clear conceptions
Wasn't knowing such irony in my life to be due
I can....never see you
As my last sight was your death's bed
With flowers on it
Flooded with my tears mess
That was a flood, still prevailing
And my soul reluctantly sailing
Waiting for a day to sink in it
And to remove my every breath
That I take with verified clue
That I can...never see you
But now I can't bear more pain
Can't survive in this unholy drain
The wait is over
The time has come
Thing for which I was eager
Is about to begun
With merciless time slaughtering my life
And giving me, everything I desired
All these years
All these days
When u were neither near nor away
Now I will, change world's words
And let them their whole life utter
That I can now...always see you.

REthinking

These closed rooms with stopped clock

Showing me a future stopped ahead

Like the dewdrop on petals

I sprinkled my emotions on a metal

Like the sun rays vanishing every dewdrop

My emotions also vanished with the time in clock

Crying weeping and sitting beside

I gave my rest of life to the culprit behind

Every tears and every bloodshed

I went through in this mud cell

Still my destiny wrote for me

The darkest night for anyone it could be

I blame myself for this avalanche

And pray to be slashed

For my deeds I did with me

Gave feelings in a hive of honeybees.