Heart's voice

What if I had a smile
Who cares about this cutted kite
The most dearest closest one
Misunderstood thoughts in my mind
No,oh! Don't blame her please
It must have been my own crime
What if I had a smile
It was a thorn for others life
Good that it vanished forever
Leaving behind just pain & plight
Oh yes dear, I had smile
Which for all was the greatest lie
But I admit, with soul I submit 
That wasn't even for a second a lie
That was just my heart's voice
What if I had a smile.

Distrust

For whom I burnt on piers while living
For whom I thought living is worth living
Taught me a lesson of not to believe
And that the world stands on four pillars
Deceive, Deceive, Deceive & Deceive
When the end is near, even the air stands apart
When everything spare, no one can give a new start
So why to believe, if everything falls
Stand on the edge & just jump off
Death is life, life gives death
All the play is of just a breath
I say show off
I say go onn
I say not to moan
I say rely on God
Just think a little and do the work
And don't believe of heart or you will fall
The mind is the quickest
The mind is the bravest
Take a use of it
And throw away the glitches
So, be happy
Be clear 
Beware, that no is near
And climb the heights
Higher than highest
Conquer your life & smile will be your batches.

Grievous fault

Yes, I did a grievous fault
For which I'm getting the reward
The fault of being what I am
Showing what's true
Eliminating the crank
The false smile so dear could be
Didn't thought I had bewared be
From myself, destructing my own
And being, the unpaid loan
Oh! Don't laugh
Its not a joke
Its my feeling from inner provoked
Slam me for my rudeness
Blame me for my foolishness
But I will ever be behind you
Not letting you fall your highness
Will wait for the day when I'll be  complete
And the two souls will together breathe. 

UN-excellence

And the drowned ship
Sailed before me
Emerging from the crust
Got over the whole sea
And the mightiest, greatest innovations
Dragging somehow itself with interventions
All the rest seeing in amuse
Thinking the eye to be their beloved guise
Scratching their head
Panicking like a child
Oh what a faith! Everyone cried
Poor you all, then I laugh
The hard work & determination
Can't be prudery carved?
Then why just for sake of God
Calling one's hard work
A mere God's plot?
Those are linings not of hands
But of torrential sweat & deluged plight
Without a utter which he drank
Oh yes I fear, being the world so unclear
Oh yes I fear, to get into this foolish dare
Where great men even utter something great
And the poor expressing excellence, watching with disgrace.

Distress To Desire

Sitting idle without being idol
Oh yes indeed
The time has played hide & seek
But trust me you are being deceived
It wasn't what I wanted to receive
In a corner my tears being dried
Although it wasn't what I desired
Was it my lack towards being knack?
Or time's play
Which betrayed
What so ever it may be
I know what will now make the cool breeze
I will bring the dusty storm
To fight those miserably strong
Who led the path to dismay & distress
And made everyone to regret
They will now face disaster
Which I will myself plaster
To give a shape haven't ever seen before
And will make the darkness before me bow.

Rain's plot

With the pleasant aura of rain
Mix is its sorrow to merge in drain
From heaven to depart
It doesn't thinks where it'll have to be parked
It just falls from the sky
Just so that it can remove the dry
Have you ever thought
In such a way the rain's plot
Similarly our lives should be
Decisions being firm & mind tension free.