Regretful Event

My tears are an evidence
Of my ill deeds
Oh please don't wipe them
Let them be framed and hung on wall
Let everyone see how sinful I am
Let my tears be flown forever
Till I see myself there
Where my sins are ready to washed
And my head, without any thought be slashed
Then only can I, have a relief in me
Or may be then too my deeds wont let me be free
For the work I have done
Is the worst it could be
So bad that even I don't have dare to see
I don't have courage to face my face
And tell others why shouldn't they hail
Name of theirs who slaughters me away
And let my body be neither in air nor in clay
Let my story be told to everyone
How dreadful I am to harm the very sun
Reason for my life,light and sight
The sun who made my everyday bright
The one who held me through the forest of darkness
The one who protected me with the swords sharpest
And I here shamelessly
Stand on my legs and say
Have hurt such person here
Who is the dearest dear
I don't know how and why
Only thing I know... Is to cry
Cry and cry with tears forming sea
In which I can drown
And set myself free
From the body and soul which holds
The title of making the win
A regretful event.

I can...always see you

Thinking of you
When the sky is blue
And the night holds its warmness
And leaves a clue
Of you being near
Somewhere between my peers
And smiling with your beautiful eyes
And cheering on my every sight
Such is my life awesome and pretty
With you in my arms
And memories full of beauty
But still I feel pity
Seeing myself born with such a destiny
No matter how long I be in my life's Que
I can.... never see you
Stagnant with fluctuations
Jitters with clear conceptions
Wasn't knowing such irony in my life to be due
I can....never see you
As my last sight was your death's bed
With flowers on it
Flooded with my tears mess
That was a flood, still prevailing
And my soul reluctantly sailing
Waiting for a day to sink in it
And to remove my every breath
That I take with verified clue
That I can...never see you
But now I can't bear more pain
Can't survive in this unholy drain
The wait is over
The time has come
Thing for which I was eager
Is about to begun
With merciless time slaughtering my life
And giving me, everything I desired
All these years
All these days
When u were neither near nor away
Now I will, change world's words
And let them their whole life utter
That I can now...always see you.