I can...always see you

Thinking of you
When the sky is blue
And the night holds its warmness
And leaves a clue
Of you being near
Somewhere between my peers
And smiling with your beautiful eyes
And cheering on my every sight
Such is my life awesome and pretty
With you in my arms
And memories full of beauty
But still I feel pity
Seeing myself born with such a destiny
No matter how long I be in my life's Que
I can.... never see you
Stagnant with fluctuations
Jitters with clear conceptions
Wasn't knowing such irony in my life to be due
I can....never see you
As my last sight was your death's bed
With flowers on it
Flooded with my tears mess
That was a flood, still prevailing
And my soul reluctantly sailing
Waiting for a day to sink in it
And to remove my every breath
That I take with verified clue
That I can...never see you
But now I can't bear more pain
Can't survive in this unholy drain
The wait is over
The time has come
Thing for which I was eager
Is about to begun
With merciless time slaughtering my life
And giving me, everything I desired
All these years
All these days
When u were neither near nor away
Now I will, change world's words
And let them their whole life utter
That I can now...always see you.