Fear

And this time.. I left her

With no sign to see again

But a hope

Build by instinct and emotions

And not by reasons

I stand this side

Watching her with wide open eyes

But she unable to see me

Trying to find

Obstructed by the window with dark side

Tears about to roll

On her wrinkled yet beautiful face

But no, she controlled

Not because she is strong enough

But because she wants me to be strong

She wants to support my hope

With her smile

Her eyes

Her awesome hands

Which has made me learn

Many things in my life

I don't remember any breath I have taken

Without her presence till yet

And so I want

My rest of the life to go

She always somewhere physically present

Don't know whose door to knock

Don't know whom to approach

For removing the fear

First time ever aroused

But still I have to leave

Go onn and live

As the journey progresses

Don't know how

But my feelings suppresses

All that was happening

A minute ago

And my fear gave me a strength

To bestow

All her dreams in her knees

She has dreamt all for me

And so I promise to return

And also can see a light which assures

That she wont go but still would be there

To receive me whenever I come near

Of this city

Of this town

Of such priceless crown

She holds in her hands

To set upon me

With the same hands

From which she just now waved me.