Grievous fault

Yes, I did a grievous fault
For which I'm getting the reward
The fault of being what I am
Showing what's true
Eliminating the crank
The false smile so dear could be
Didn't thought I had bewared be
From myself, destructing my own
And being, the unpaid loan
Oh! Don't laugh
Its not a joke
Its my feeling from inner provoked
Slam me for my rudeness
Blame me for my foolishness
But I will ever be behind you
Not letting you fall your highness
Will wait for the day when I'll be  complete
And the two souls will together breathe.