Heart's voice

What if I had a smile
Who cares about this cutted kite
The most dearest closest one
Misunderstood thoughts in my mind
No,oh! Don't blame her please
It must have been my own crime
What if I had a smile
It was a thorn for others life
Good that it vanished forever
Leaving behind just pain & plight
Oh yes dear, I had smile
Which for all was the greatest lie
But I admit, with soul I submit 
That wasn't even for a second a lie
That was just my heart's voice
What if I had a smile.