Silent nights

These silent nights
Never leave me not to be amused

I think of the day to come
The things to happen
And the equation which could sum
The uncertainty, the risk
All that lies ahead, be it beauty or bliss
These silent nights 
Never leave me not to be amused

I judge myself and those around
I get new ideas and some old nostalgic warms
I am often lost there and find every time me
Cry in peace and also sometimes without reason glee
Oh! These silent nights
Never leave me not to be amused

Usually I prefer the crowd
I like the commotion
I love the scene stealer's crown
But these nights
Never leave me not to be amused
I get deep somewhere in these bright nights
Deep within the thoughts
Within the emotions
Within the miraculous plots
They show me the light
Not even the sun can
They quench my thirst
In a way no river can
And they tell me who I am
In a way not even I can
And so I say, these silent nights
Never leave me not to be amused.