What could have been

Sitting on the pile of thoughts

Peeling my dead skins

Figuring how all the deeds of past

Were just setting up a plot

To settle me amid the waves

With no land in the sight

With mighty storm on its way

And the depth of the sea

Beneath my feet 

I think of the things

That could have been

If I would have been

What should have been

I wander off everyday to the land of silence

Finding a new adobe everyday in different corners of islands

I like the sunsets more than the sunrise now

I like the lost name, more than the gone glory now

For it all has been

By what I had been

And the sorrowness of my heart

Everyday reckons

What could have been

If I would have been

What should have been

My tears no longer drops like a drop

Neither it flows like a relentless river to its shore

I have found my calmness 

Buried beneath all the burden of myths

Far away from the dilemma of right vs wrong

Hiding fiercely from the judgment of good vs bad

I have found my calmness 

At the most hustled stage

I have found my calmness

On the land of my own grave

Here, I lie down still

Looking up with stealth

Facing my own God within

Asking,What could have been

If I would have been

What should have been